Tuesday, 25 August 2009

  • hi everyone, how is everyone doing so far? hope everyone is okay. :) school has started for me... i am so sick of homework, i have so, so much work and mostly math. and i am driving to school, which is pretty okay. but its funny, because my i take my little sisters to school and guess what they said. " Linda, take us to school really early because im too embarrass to be seen in that car. or Linda, pick us up alittle late, i don't want anybody to see" LMAO theyre so funny, i don't think a 1986 Toyota Supra is that bad, all the guys at my school WANTS IT! :P i guess theyre middle school teens :"P Anyways i've been trying to look for a job, so i can pay off for gas...its so hard to find a job, i hate how the econmy is like right now T_T anyways, blah just recently today im having a melt down. :( i don't even know what to sa about my relationship anymore...sigh... guys are jerks! ( just a few! ) blahhhhh! anyways my birthday is coming up within 17 days! yay! :) well i just wanted to keep up the update. i've been very busy. blah :( well gunna do homework! update more some other time\. :) take care and peace!



    Love,
    Linda

Friday, 07 August 2009

  • Hi everyone, sorry it has been awhile since i've updated. How is everybody summer so far? i hope all of you guys are enjoying it so far :) Anyways great news! i got my drivers license! yay! :) only thing i need now is..A JOB! T_T this weekend is going to be bored and sucky. everyone is going to Carthage (Le Thanh Mau) MO this year :( and ONCE again im not going this year. it sorta sucks, i was hoping that i can go. but anywho, school is starting soon for me within 10 days >< i am not really excited. For updated, i got a haircut... but it still looks the same as everyone have said. im still the short asian that is only 4'10 >:| OH AND OH YEAH! my birthday is coming next month! Yay! :)) better buy me em' presents hehe jaykay <3 oh did i tell you...Myspace is so boring now, its becoming unpopular... isn't that a great thing. hehe twiiter and facebook now a days are popular. its pretty freaking crazy :P i am jumping to random subject, i apopgize :D  i've been getting on yahoo alot now a days, hit me up! sn: llxaznxalwayz
    well im running out of words and sentence to write. so imma go. hehe bye my loves, take care! :)



    Much love,
    Lindaa<3

Friday, 03 July 2009

  • RIGHT PEOPLE WRONG TIME.WRONG PEOPLE RIGHT TIME... Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person has already walked out of your life. There are times you wish you could just walk away thinking that the love is missing but the truth is love is always present…it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. It's all a give a take and sometimes you have may have to give more than you take, but that's what makes it love. Don't give up because you think you can because you may end up thinking you're completely over a person, but when you see them smile…you realize that you've just been pretending all along to help ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. So here's a piece of advice; let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough and move on when things are not like before...For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more. Sometimes we have to forget what we WANT in order to remember what we DESERVE and always know that if they can't handle you at your WORST then they doesn't deserve you at your BEST.

Thursday, 02 July 2009

  • I'm at the degree that i can't take it any longer, and i feel as if i am going to off. But i am going to give it my all until that day comes. That is when i will give up all i had put in my hesitation. I want to hold on forever.. but it hurts too much that i am putting this effort, & it's only me that is feeling this pain. Only if i know you were there to help me, to be my guardian angel, to save me, then i will not jump. Come save me soon, or i will jump off... and i will never look back of what  i may regret.. Sighhh... i can not trust anybody in this world, i have lost that confident. It hurts that i'm the only one suffering, i wish you could feel my pain. To understand and be there for me... but no, its killing me every second that i love you too much that i don't want to let go..but i have to soon.. because how your actions show me..i don't want to think its true, if you don't do anything just anything... Anything to show me that you care, & that you love me, then it proves that my question i want to ask you..was correct...:( i know somewhere in your soul you think of me, but its lost somewhere now...somewhere that needs to be found.. Come save me honey, because when that day comes.. i will give up..i will give a shot of that jump i am dying to do, because i feel like im suffering too much, when your not here with me.. :(

    Forever, Linda

Saturday, 27 June 2009

  • Summer Breeze 09'




    Hi Everyone :) How is everyone's summer going so far? I hope its going well for everybody and enjoy it while your at it, hehe. Blah, summer for me is so boring, i have not done anything exciting or adventuring so far... it sucks. This passed two days I've been home and quiet... i barely spoke more than 30 words. At the moment, i am actually "Realllyyy Boreddd" off my mind. Its like my mind is feeding off from boredom, at the moment. Lol, that sounded gross. >.< Well everyone don't be like me, who stays home and look at four walls. Enjoy your summer, and it will be worth your time. Hehe. I don't know what to do anymore, i feel... i feel so tired, and thoughtless, maybe everything is really coming out since im bored. :) Someone, Like Superman.. help me.. im so bored. I know i can make my life more exciting, but i guess there's just nobody who would want to explore with me, and i don't want to do this all by myself.. ever heard of that quote that says "How you make your life, is how you will spead it" ahaha some sort of phrase like that. Well i guess im making it boring, since i just sit in the house... which i make my own life so boring, Right? Darn, i feel like im talking to my ownself. :P Life is full of adventure, and i want to explore it myself, i just feel as if im stuck, stuck in this prison that i can be free. slowy loneliness, saddeness, and thoughtless starts to builts up. And you just think, "What is life? Why do i feel this way?" So many things you would ask yourself, but you somehow can't find the answers. That's how i feel at the moment. There's nobody home... and i think to myself, i don't ever want to be this lonely ever, because im scared.. Feeling as if i lost everyone is the world sorta a feeling. Blah.. Im bored T_T someone rescue me..i don't know why im listening to such a sad song, Lol. I think i am going nuts, RAWR!!


    Forever, Linda


    - Listening @ the moment:
       -Joy Enriquez - Losing The Love

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